No Guilt

I see the guilt

I want to welcome it

To shake hands

And ask how do you do

But all it does is sit there

Like it’s disabled

Mumbling stupid shit to itself

I walk off laughing at it

Leaving it alone in the dark

Meditation

Happy with nothing

Sadness thrown to the wind

Sitting on a rock

Watching the golden waves roll in

Drunk Poem

I lose a little bit of my soul

Everytime I listen to it

Everytime it makes me feel something

The past tears away a part of me

Claims it forever

And I can never touch it again

The blank emotions watch

Trying to remember what it was like to feel

Because honest to God I don’t remember

It starts to worry me

So I try not to listen to the music I used to

To keep the fading feelings safe, locked up

 

I think I never truly felt anything

That I forced it

To match the music of this world

The rhythm